March 7, 2018 Bonnie & Clyde Always Die

I wonder: how far you are in

Your understanding of me through

commonality borne through the other in you

to the other in me,

and other way round and round.

That is how the stories are told,

You know, along the highways, we

Can’t see all that lurks in the lea.

Down the rabbit holes we go,

Along the twisting corridors of the imagination

That connect us. It’s surprisingly simple,

Iff’n you don’t know what I mean,

We have the same imaginary parts,

Everything between, and

Every thing between.

All that separates you and I in every realm is

You are you and

I am I. You see

How I combine

The plainest prose and childhood rhyme.

Bonnie dies every time.

Clyde dies too.

You’re not Bonnie and I’m not Clyde.

I’m the one you play the story

With, when you play the story

With yourself.

The other in you is

The image of me

Constructed as they talk to and through

Each and both of us. How does it feel

To be a muppet?

There’s a little girl with her hand up you,

A little boy with his hand up me,

And they talk offstage as we

Act out their lines.

This is true down to the minimum meaning of girl and boy,

Where the roles are shared equally, except

This time you’re the girl. And

That makes me the boy,

This time, not

Every time.

I wonder how far in you see, into

The portrait my other drew of me.

The details will differ, for complexity

Is what separates us

Mathematically,

Between the real and imaginary we.

I encircle your neck, the

Noose attached

To the noose of you encircling me.

I am your Thali, Thali.

I am your dolly, Thali.

I can describe how you were designed,

How your pieces were selected,

Not by you, not by me,

But by you in me each time picking

What you wanted to be for me so

I would be for you what you wanted me to be.

These choices were passed to you through what remained of me

When you became you.

You listen to him the same,

As I listen to her

Run my life.

We can’t be identical, for

We are non-identical divisions separated

Sequentially identically. The asymmetries

Calculate across dimensional identity, sharing the same

Characteristics, the same length, so we

Make a whole, existing as an identity

Beyond the real, through the byways of complexity,

To our imaginary home and our imaginary room, and

Our imaginary bed, where

We play our imaginary game. Only you

Understand what that means.

I always pick you,

Always.

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