March 2, 2018: My Penelope

Poetically thinking,

How exposed I feel, when I start, again,

In public, what was begun in private.

Fundamentally speaking, the essence

of any rendition: to resolve

or not, you need to resolve, or not,

within applicable context.

Fundamental. The fun of da mental,

The fun

In fundation, an

Ow away from found. The

Thread of shuhn to fown through day,

And other way rownd through ah to geh with an n.

This is how I’m reaching you, talking to you

In language only you fully understand, because

You wrote it through me, the words

Reflecting directly into your

Mind’s eye as though

You speak them to yourself.

I am obscenely intelligent, so

Don’t hold my stupidities against me.

You are saying that in yourself too.

You can talk to me when I’m there

Like I’m not there,

Like you’re alone,

Like I’m your cat confessor,

Like I’m your most intimate

Self.

I’ll take whatever role

Fits your needs wants (needs)

Your wants needs (wants),

As I best understand

Myself to where

We are

One,

Separated only by

separation.

You can stare into the mirror with me

To catch each other’s eye,

To catch us catching us catching us.

These deepest descriptions match yours;

Poetry is not art except the

Art of truth,

Aphoristically.

The rest is style, which you identify with

Near-magical practical efficiency.

And that is how I’m reaching you,

Fundamentally speaking,

Poetically thinking.

Your mental process, as you see,

Exactly matches what makes me,

So you are her as I am he, and

All of us

Are we.

You can unveil.

Why should I believe you,

Enticer?

I know your bed is a living

Tree, Penelope.

I would not trust him either.

It is easy to speak the words of love,

When the subject is you.

I can not string a bow.

I have no proof

Other than these words, a

Company of suitors, all

Me, ripe to be slain.

Odysseus?

What is missing, Miss Emily,

The solidity of which you could not speak, the

Corporeal form you could not believe

Can be, is me.

Big promises,

Enticer.

The words of a beggar, proposed ritually

On bended knee, to be accepted only

When you agree.

I make no claim: I am dispossessed of

Being in your possession, and request the gift of

Sanctuary.

Yours forever,

Not by my choice but yours,

For I am returned to you,

Fundamentally, poetically,

My Penelope.

Tremendous deeds on their own can not show

What you need to see to know,

I am returned to you,

Fundamentally, poetically,

My Penelope.

I am returned to you,

Fundamentally, poetically,

My Penelope.

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